Bummer Days-2

I'm over this now, but the other bummer-feeling-inducing event was my encounter with our pharma attendent who we've lovingly named Sultan Rahi or S.R. for short.

Sultan Rahi
Our pharma dude n him share a mom.. I just Know it :P

Anyway, I was in such a hurry to reach class on time, I rushed getting ready, I rushed Abeer to get ready, had her dropped on time for once, ran all the way to class: only to find the door locked.  

Bummer.

There was a bunch of students politely knocking the back door. I went up to it and knocked pounded the door noisily. Um, again n again. (My friends later told me, the class inside giggled a lot on the pounds... well at least someone got entertained :P) 

So S.R. found the booming pounds annoying for some reason. He opened the door and asked for my roll no. to hand over to sir. We argued. Gosh, he made me soo angry. The students watching and muttering below (instead of showing some support) didn't help either. I gave it to him and he closed the door.

Yeah I know, no biggie, but the way my mood was then, the incident didn't help. 

Anyway, S.R. should be praying I'm not late ever again. They'd be no back door when I'm through with it a second time :D

That day, drawn elegantly :P and accurately by Zuzu 

Result: My reaction...

Screaming my head off :P
Again n again n again...!
And the very first time when I did it together with my friends... hehe I can't forget, the people in front of us actually stopped looking at the notice board for a few secs, to look at us!
And that's saying something ;P

It's It's It's ..........HERE!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


I PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WHAT A DAY!!! IM JUST EXHAUSTED, BUT SOOO HAPPY! THANKYOU ALLAH TALA, THANKYOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

A BIG THANKS TO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND ABEER WHO PRAYED!
AND A HUGE THANKS TO LAURA, WHO CALMED ME WHEN I WAS FRANTIC :p;p;p;p

It's unbelievable: I Passed

(Can't help feelin for those who didn't make it in the first attempt, especially biochem-ers. Strength to them!)

Bummer Days-1

I'm not taiz by nature, and a lot of the world is.

There, I said it!

Lemme give an example, when there's a bunch of students and myself, waiting to get onto the pu bus.. I'm usually the one who gets pushed around. I might have been standing somewhere waaaaaaay infront, but thanks to everyone around me pushing to make way for themselves, I'm almost always the last to get up the bus. And that rule holds for any line. Like in a shop, getting out of a place... I dunno, I think it's polite to give  way, and to wait. Why the rush? We're all going to make it aren't we? Why the rudeness?

Anyway, this rule of mine sort of defines how I've dealt with all the other things in my life. 

And (well uptil now) I've been so proud of that! 

In wanting to achieve my life's ambitions, I've never elbowed people out. I've waited and given them space. Contrary, to most students, I haven't fretted about how well someone else is doing. I've wanted the best for myself, naturally, but that desire never turned into leg-pulling or down playing other people. I always had (and still have) this indestructible belief that, God WILL reward you, for playing things clean. That leg-pulling someone now, would have fate leg-pull you in the future.

Don't think bad or harm others in whatever you pursue, and you'll succeed.


Yeah stay simple. Saadhay.

When med school started, the thing that bothered me the most was its survival of the fittest atmos. That you had to be sharp, aware, well-informed, competitive if you wanted to survive. Trust me, the shrewdness of some people here, literally scared me. Geeeeez I wasn't like them! LOLz, I remember flunking my first physio oral, cause I had no idea that we were having one! Anyway, I made some loyal friends, and things worked out :D

The e.v.e.n.t.s. that happened recently, have made me realize, I mean really realize that yes people can be very taiz and selfish to the point of elbowing other people out and crushing their rights. That there are people who think it's ok to do whatever, to get what they want for themselves. That they can turn you into sheesh kabab and have no regret.

It was this realisation that made yesterday, and a few days before, total bummers.
It hurt. It really did.
When it happened a few days before, confused, I told my friends that it would be best to ignore. 

But then, this certain someone did it again.  

Ouch. shock. hurt.

'You've got to make a stand for your right, because you deserve this more than any one,' Zuzu said to me today. And now, hit twice, I think Zuzu's right. 

I'm out of my thinking-limbo: It's time to take a clear stand.

“You fight for your rights when your rights are being denied. When the building is on fire, you don't stand by and let the building burn down and say we'll fight the fire another day.”

-Robert Gilbert

It's time to believe.

Bummer Days

God, the last two days have been.... ugggggh absolutely NOT amusing!
You know, when things aren't going your way at ALL.

Events happening one after another left me sad and angry... But, thanks to some quiet reflection and my superb friends, I'm feeling all better :).

Still, I'd like to recall some of these happenings, and vent out my emotions. Hey, what else is a blog for? :P

Frantic

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... If Lindsay Lohan was zapped into a jam bottle, with nothing but a fly for company, no air hole, and a toast knocking rudely on the bottle for a share of jam...

I think she'd feel

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Which is what I'm feeling right now.
Our result's coming! :-s
*The above quoted example may seem a bit awesome stretched. Proof I'm feeling frantic.

THIRD YEAR!!!

Third Year's Here!

Third year mubaaraak!

*&*?!&! Third year!!!

Steths.Wards.

Coughing Patients.Frowning docs.

And me in an overall(Finally!) :P 

Yeah Third year is here wooo!!

The routine's been sort of tough. And ward time a bit confusing. But there's nothing that can replace the feel of stepping into a hospital. :)

My first few days have been humbling. We meet surreal surgeons that just have this aura around them of being all-knowing. And you wonder... will I ever be like that? Humbling. You see poorly dressed patients coughing their hearts out. And you wonder... will I ever know what's wrong with them n give them the best cure? Humbling.

Annnnnyway! After two crazy days of weighing out all our options, zuzu n I have changed our batch. It wasn't planned... fate had it done for us. N considering how many cfs want a batch change but can't get one,we feel real lucky. Lets hope it all goes well!

Oh, n let's not forget our class elections. IQ's our gr, which wasn't a surprise. GO IQ! :D What was, was the other gr candidate! hehe lolz :DD! Made all of us go lol!
As far as cr-ship went, turns out the candidate I'd have liked, didn't win... hence preventing a much needed revolution from happening. Oh well. Everything works out for the best I guess. And everyone deserves a chance to prove themselves. :)

I'm down with flu, temperature and a sore throat. With that, here's to the start of a new year. I hope it goes well! (...goes off the gargle with hot water....)